A Lost Soul was Found Today

Today is the day that I’ve returned home to my Father
I’ve been gone for quite some time now
Dwelling in this world, becoming a part of its very existence
Wanting to belong, be loved, and popular
I can’t lie; It’s a nice feeling, and very addictive!
Wanting more and more each day
When does it end? Where does it stop?
Where do you draw the line before falling over board?
Looking for that Never Ending Satisfaction
Still nowhere to be found
Everywhere I go, I still feel empty,
Knowing that something Big is missing
Thinking that I will find it tomorrow;
At that other party-The big one, With the other guy-The Cute one,
With this outfit-The sexy one, Or at the club-The new one
No it has to be with this New Car, or this New hair Cut
Endless thoughts running through my mind
While plotting my next move to finding that Never Ending Satisfaction
After each new mission comes a new disappointment
I’m still not satisfied!
I feel even worse than I did the night before
And not to mention STUPID!
What am I doing wrong?
I was positive that this time, This would work?
While I’m over here stressing my brain
On how to belong, be loved, and popular
I forgot about everything else that really mattered
My attitude has changed; My school work has suffered,
And my new outlook on life is pointless
As a Lost Soul I dwell the streets of this earth
Still looking and searching for that Never Ending Satisfaction
Will it be here today, Or maybe Tomorrow???
The Suspense is driving me crazy!
I need it; I gotta have it right now!!!
I can’t take this anymore!
I need You! I need You! I need You
I Need You, LORD JESUS!
I submit myself to You; I offer my every being to You
I can’t do this anymore, I’m done playing games
I Need that Never Ending Satisfaction
That ONLY You Lord can provide
Only You Lord can proscribe
I Need You Lord
I need You!

I need You!